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Absence of Light

by Alene

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1.
One obstacle, it's fear A fear that controls me It stops me from moving on It drives me to emptiness An emptiness as dark as my mind As dark as I see my life How will my life be, so dark and empty, so hopeless, No one will help me I will still see the sun The only light to guide me to nothingness The only warmth I'll feel Along with the moon and its cold nights. And when suicide is no longer an option But the only way out When I'll be left alone The fear will have won And I'll be left behind Losing everything, Deserving everything
2.
Do you feel good within... within the hell... the hell of your lies? You're only a tormented mind searching for revenge I even think you lied when telling that your life was so cruel You live each day drowned in your personal misery Not Refusing to wake up from the sleep you hardly get every night Awaken you live your own nightmare And the nightmares of your dreams make your life even worse Awaken you live your own nightmare Which one's better, the night or the day? You consume every life attracting them with your tragedies.
3.
I hate myself One fucking coward Didn't you realize I was talking about myself? Empty words behind the mask I'm only trying to run away Trying to run escape from dispair Hiding fear inside a box For which only I have the key It's never empty And some day it will collapse And I will have to face my demons Or run away forever Or run away forever Escape and leave it all behind Who knows if I'll ever pay for it Tired to lose my time Of wasting my miserable life I have no more than this --- **A wide emptiness as the one of space and sea. Worldly depths in my mind. A long way between the dark and the endless path of fear. The end of this massive agony I can not see** --- I hate myself One fucking coward Didn't you realize I was talking about myself? I am afraid of life, that's why I choose death Reality hurts me Looking at it it's like cutting myself Thinking of it it's like injuring myself. Reality hurts me Who knows if I'll ever pay for it Tired to lose my time Of wasting my miserable life I have no more than this --- **A wide emptiness as the one of space and sea. Worldly depths in my mind. A long way between the dark and the endless path of fear. The end of this massive agony I can not see** --- It consumes me and I let myself be trapped by the limbs, Which, without noticing, have been surrounding me It consumes me and I let myself be trapped by the limbs, Which, without noticing, have been surrounding me I am afraid of life, that's why I choose death Reality hurts me Looking at it it's like cutting myself Life hurts me Thinking of it it's like injuring myself Reality hurts me i am afraid of life, that's why i choose death Reality hurts me Looking at it, it's like cutting myself Life hurts me Thinking of it it's like injuring myself Reality hurts me
4.
The sea is stained with blood and gold by a dying sun that burns so red, for the battles at the edges of Earth. This scent of life, one nature that embraces these ungrateful humans Killers of life. The coming night nothing good is to bring, too much time to think. One tormented soul who finds in the sea a refuge of peace. A sky and sea of crimson and gold, he thinks on what could have been prefering to be the observant rock [on which waves break] x2 The light of the beacon can not yet compete with the brightness of sunlight which refuses to hide. And without waiting for the night, he cried, with the melody of a song in his head, Such a beautiful song, as the one before his eyes, so beautiful as the land he stood on. One heart full of beauty, of life and scars and ashes. One heart full of beauty, of life and scars and ashes.
5.
The story repeats itself The sadness fills up my soul The loneliness follows me Everything was written down Everything for being useless Without mercy for the weak ones Finding an weird happiness in loneliness The singular and whimsical pleasure of nostalgia Downcast, the hours pass I don’t dare to move an ounce I don’t feel cold, I feel nothing Too depressed for that privilege Too tired to cry again No more tears, only real sadness Surrender, resignation Too dark to see To dark to walk Too tired to cry again No one else by my side but these notes I am lonely again and I deserve it The music, melancholy of an inspiration moment Sadness makes me happy This slow melody No more tears, only real sadness Surrender, resignation Too dark to see To dark to walk Too tired to cry again Loneliness, sadness, pessimism and self-destruction Treacherous loneliness I trick myself to think that I am fine While something is eating me up, consuming me from the inside I realise again... again where I am Between the emptiness and the void Without achieving anything, without anything achieved Losing everything Loneliness,pessimism and self-destruction It’s a cold night and I can’t remember having smiled Loneliness, pessimist and self-destruction Your nights inspire me this grey condition. Loneliness, pessimist and self-destruction Your nights inspire me this grey condition. Loneliness, pessimist and self-destruction It’s a cold night and I can’t remember having smiled

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Alene Misantropi (Cádiz, Spain)
“Absence Of Light“ Full-length 2016
Atmospheric Depressive Black Metal

Official release of ALENE MISANTROPI debut album "Absence Of Light", edited by DAMNATIO AD BESTIAS and THE HORROR DIMENSION, NOW AVAILABLE [4 April] Edition in jewel case CD limited to 500 copies.

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"An excellent composition of feelings such as melancholy, hate, sadness and rage, full of atmospheric and depressive passages of the purest black metal alternated with incredible classical instrumentation and different type of voices. An exclusive and personal proposal of atmospheric and depressive black metal at the same level of the greatest bands in the genre"

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released April 4, 2016

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