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Confessions Of A Man in Fear (Part II)

from Absence of Light by Alene

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1st single of our 1st album, "Absence of Light" 2016
Recorded and Mixed by Jesús Roldan
Lyrics Translation by Anka Scriitoru

Music & Lyrics by Purelife
Bass and arrangements by Nemesis Tyrant (Armifer)

lyrics

I hate myself
One fucking coward
Didn't you realize I was talking about myself?

Empty words behind the mask
I'm only trying to run away
Trying to run escape from dispair


Hiding fear inside a box
For which only I have the key
It's never empty
And some day it will collapse
And I will have to face my demons
Or run away forever
Or run away forever
Escape and leave it all behind

Who knows if I'll ever pay for it
Tired to lose my time
Of wasting my miserable life
I have no more than this

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**A wide emptiness as the one of space and sea.
Worldly depths in my mind.
A long way between the dark and the endless path of fear.
The end of this massive agony I can not see**

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I hate myself
One fucking coward
Didn't you realize I was talking about myself?

I am afraid of life, that's why I choose death
Reality hurts me
Looking at it it's like cutting myself
Thinking of it it's like injuring myself.
Reality hurts me

Who knows if I'll ever pay for it
Tired to lose my time
Of wasting my miserable life
I have no more than this

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**A wide emptiness as the one of space and sea.
Worldly depths in my mind.
A long way between the dark and the endless path of fear.
The end of this massive agony I can not see**

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It consumes me and I let myself be trapped by the limbs,
Which, without noticing, have been surrounding me
It consumes me and I let myself be trapped by the limbs,
Which, without noticing, have been surrounding me

I am afraid of life, that's why I choose death
Reality hurts me
Looking at it it's like cutting myself
Life hurts me
Thinking of it it's like injuring myself
Reality hurts me
i am afraid of life, that's why i choose death
Reality hurts me
Looking at it, it's like cutting myself
Life hurts me
Thinking of it it's like injuring myself
Reality hurts me

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from Absence of Light, track released October 5, 2015
Music & Lyric by Purelife
Bass & Arragements by Nemesis

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Alene Cádiz, Spain

F. Purelife - Atmospheric Black Metal from Spain

"Frühlingswinter"
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